Saturday, November 20, 2010
Ideal: don't go out, if possible, stay at home is e best. No request no trouble. They see you means u r safe. Nv see u means u r not safe. So do wadeva within their sight
this is e onli way they can confirmed that u r safe.
Wad does that sounds like?? Robots. Exactly. U dun have to go out. But wads e product?? People like me n hy. I can totally understand how she feels. Being in e control of her parents. N for e fact she is worst than me. Yea. Protection is gd. But over protection is not gd. Furthermore we r 18 19 alr!! We can't always be in their protection. We have to learn to grow n spread our wings and fly!! But the problem is we can't. We aren't happy being kite. We can't reach e sky. They ain't releasing the strings. People can fly high n free. It's true. We still depend on our parents and e string is wad kept us there. But e problem is we ain't high n free. We r still at a distance where e string release can't let us enjoy our stuff. They r jux to afraid to let us go. Being rebelious is probably e onli way to grow in such scenario. But apparently, we ain't. That's y we dun really grow. Always being kept in the protection, I always feel stupid. Really. Missing out e childhood times. Tbh, my parents ask me go out i rather stay at home. I dun feel comfortable going out with them. Plus. I dun have e habit. (my father is more up to date then my mum can!) They have missed out my growing times. To e extent they didn't even noe my change. I changed years ago. N my mum onli realised I changed years after. I meant my taste n preference. They prefer me to stay at home. Home home home. That's e onli place where they thought it is safe. Well, it's not say accident can happen at home. Haha.
Tbh, I will feeldamn happy if my cousin come out n stay for sometime:DD it will be fun I guess. Hehe. But quite impossible
ppl like to talk to my mama. But we apparently don't. Wel. It's own daughter. Of ca e way she talk is different can!! So different!! Oh well. Heck.
Shall write till here!! Bye!!
7:31 PM
