Wednesday, May 19, 2010
imy terribly. but wad can i do. i m trying to move forward. trying to find the purpose of life. life is empty. but i m glad i still have my friends. class bonding is both getting good and bad. looking back. wad have i gain? i m like almost totally not in contact with my secondary sch peeps. like so literally. i go out but who do i go out with. my classmates, band mates. seeing them still keeping contact with sec sch really make me kinda envy. wad can i do? this is my life. i cant do much.
life is amazing. the onli thing that is constant is change. things been like usual. keep changing. jux like our clique. we keep changing here and there. ok.. i guess onli our clique ppl noe.
seeing the r/s of l, x and y. its really sad. l and x were friends. then l intro y to x. and y become one of their clique. nowadays things have been changing and l is really affected by it. l and x's r/s is rocky. x and y become very very very good friends. then l is sad like as though she is being abandoned by x. seeing x and y (and sometimes clique) going out tgt but she not invited, she felt left out and hurt. i felt so helpless. really. is like. i really cant help much. and see her so sad. haix.
y ave definitely changed alot. i dunno how but changed. missed the times with her though. but i m so scared to meet up with her. caz i will have nth to say. though i m the chair of talkcock company (inside joke) but hey but i m really speechless here alr can!!! nth jux come out. :( oh well.. looking back.. i have definitely changed to. cant pinpoint anyone..not good too...
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