Friday, June 19, 2009

alright...after 5 mins of trying to create a new post...& yeah..tada..here i am!!!

thurs..11june...went band..once again...n i m late??haha...alright..i missed sth..i forgot to say i went to watch movie be4 band:D oh it was to make up to that PERSON that i psed him during one of the sch days...i thought he jux released from lesson...n wanted to put e book with me..i totally forgot abt that..n i told him i wanted to go home alone?ops...for the fact that he actually waited for 45 mins jux to put that book..ops!!!so sorry..to make it up..of caz..go out with him la..so kind of me:D...haha..so watched ghost of gf past...well...haha...funny n gross at one part...caz that playboy..wadeva is his name....started to be one playboy...he go for this gross gross girl..omg...ok..but eadeva..haha...i didnt see that part la..caz it was super gross..but kinda funny..haha...omg..overall..not a bad show...was late for band...but WADEVA!!!haha...so had band as usu..n homed...

fri...oh...had pw meeting...yawnx...shuyi decided not to coem early..but still met ptisoon at sch at 10=.=!!!ok..to realise that the com lap werent even open?omg..so slack till like..er....hmmm....till colin comes...ok..n pit soon was like...i shall write a letter to u..n he told stories..that were freaking funny n lame at the same time...haha...ok...then bought lunch to conlin's hse to eat...caz the food court was damn packed ok...hmmm...not bad la..watched la bi xiao xin n eat tgt..hahaha...then started pw long after..not even one hour of pw..they played chess..n i watched...ahaha...funny la they two..haha...then went home...n pit soon accompanied me to redhill mrt..wow!!sound damn nice right...ok...wow!!!u noe y?caz he going to vivo city...haha....so in other words...even if he dun wna to accompany me...we will still going the same way till redhill... jux that he going further..haha...he pei-ing me was said by his caz he wan to make it sound nice onli!!=.=!!!rubbish...alright..cant even rmb wad i do at home after that..hmmm..haha...

sat...promised someone to go to his hse to pei him...haha...so kind of me... caz his parents n his brother were away...then he alone at home...then he say he will scared...haha..joking la..he didnt say that...so was suppose to wake up at like..er....10?or 9.30...cant rmb..but couldnt wake up...e next moment i woke up..its 11am..omg!!!haha...see my phone...4 miss call..OPS!!!haaha...got ready n cab down from commonwealth as it was raining alr..haha..:P then play play play..till liek 5.20?haha..had to rush down to clementi??to catch the shuttle bus to my aunt's condo?mg..haha..of caz..cab down again=.=!!but some one was kind enough to pay for me:Dcaz he made me stay till so late...alright..jux in time for the shuttle bus...:D:D and i was msging leslie...decided to drop him a msg(if nuan qi see this she will be like...omg!!u r actually kind??u got heart one mehx..i thought u heartless..omg..e world is changing n stuff..haha) n that is the stupidiest thing i heard of the week? "my parents n bro at ah ma hse..going to rain liaox..go home will be alone..i scared!!" sth like that la...haha..but of caz...its jux jokign la...if he scared...he can go jump down the building le la...at aunt's hse ate ate ate...family meeting..then we children..tio gan out of the hse...=.=!!!sianed!!!oh well..then we er...go back caz the lil kids wan drink water=.=!!ok..then we stayed inside my cousin's bedroom and played?yeah...then went home shortly after that....

sun...went...raffles city caz jie wan to changed the jersey..however its spelt:P ok...it was boring..caz i dont go out like that with my parents..caz my mum dont have the time?oh well..lets not tok abt that...walked ard..n see...ok..i didnt even bother to see...dotn worth seeing...well..finally...they decided to go queensway to buy shoes:D n not go that it fair...caz its freaking crowded n long queue jux to go up the escalator???omg!!!alright..went queensway..find find find...n finally bought a pair of shoes...then went to eat n homed...

mon...wore that shoe to sch..caz of band..walk 15 mins onli..both leg tio blister!!omg!!!sadded...size 9.5...n its jux nice...but abit tight?didnt realise that till i wear long enough..haix..how??no choice..jux have to season the shoe...alright..band..hmmm..boring..played n went home...did i??of caz i didnt...went to celebrate mel's bday:D they wanted me to fly from jj to cineleisure in 30 mins?caz the show starts at er..5.30?omg..no way???alright..so met them at ard 7.30?haha..ok...so slacked n slowly went to cine...n had dinner n photo session with them...n spread alot of secrets abt the two couples with everyone there:D of caz....er..hmm...many many years of friends..where can compare with jux a few months friends:D shein is the one babe...haha...went home with mother!!loves n miss her lots!!rmb the time we crap..its jux so natural...everything..jux come out so natural...

tues....went zoo:D:Dhaha..really had fun there...will tell u more once i uploaded the pics:D but i swear...the things there r seriously way too expensive ok..a bottle of drink where u can but liek at 1.20$...u have to pay 3$ jux to get it!!omg..its way way way to ex!!!but i didnt have to pay a single cent!!!n i made someone cant go class chalet?caz it made him went broke...haha..ops..hey..he force to pay everything de lohx..its not me ok...(if not his mum will take a copper n chase him...while..he will be taking a copper chasing behind me:D)went home n both of us were super tired alr!!haha...but i checked my mail..n to my horror...there was a reply from the spca...n n n they arranged for us to interview them on wed!!omg!!!ok...so had to set everything..like the qn to ask...do till ard 12..n went to slp..caz i was damn tired alr...

wed..woke up early jux to finish the qn-ing n the gpp..haix...then went out to buy sth to give the person..then meet them on the train...then went down to interview...that was ok..learnt quite alot though..haha...but the best part is here...we went to the adoptiong area:D..oh sadly...e husky wasnt there anymore..some wasnt there alr..at least its good they arent there..but some still remained..haix..ohoh..n i saw this german sheppard...aw..its 7 years old...n its big!!.aw...played with it..n of caz!!took a pic with it..too bad er..shuyi haven send me...haha...then went home n slacked i think..ahaha.:P

thurs..woke up early to do hw...omg..no choice la..hols ending alr..haha..n n n..hmmm..went band after that..GUESS WAD!! for the first time in hols practice...i was early n not late alr!! omg man!!hahah...history la...:D:Dhad band n of caz went home..n finished up my essay...haha..

fri...woke up..quite early..mb caz since tues..i have been waking up early..hha..so couldnt slp till too late...er...bath eat..use com...watch show...n here..blogging..haha..i m suppose to study..but i dont ahve the mood to..i will...ltr..no choice le..nid to force myself...haix...

hols haven been busy n boring...thinking of the past...the fun and laughter....i cant deny wad ms ng said was true...sec sch is the best time of ur life..n i m sure sure sure...its the best time of MY LIFE...even though we were jux friends for a few months..we went out n played n fool ard in band...n i totally enjoy that....everyone friend everyone...my time in jc, well...my lass were spilt into 3...first row 2nd row n 3rd row..we r like living in our own world...enermies here n there...n my row..i doubt they even go out with each other much...all i hear are that they go out with their own friend outside the class..i agree that our class is SMALL...but the feeling isnt the same as sec sch...where everyone friend everyone..haha.....everyone are like mugging mugging...band...well..as usu...dont really clique will with them...or mb caz i didnt really spent much time other than band time with them anymore...everything changed...i feel so detached from everyone....oh welll...i guess....nth has changed...but me...my feeling changed...our expectation changed...well...i rmb once i enjoyed band so so so much..e feeling is jux not there for now anymore...i should do something abt it...its definitely only me who feel it this way..but not the others...but since i m e welfare i definitely can do sth right...lets go out eat some day....do u think they will??i dont noe..not sure if they will say they wan to mug...:( mb..jux mb...my expectation was way too high? e happiness in my life jux seem so short...mb i shld really change...change to enjoy e every single bit of my life...and not...not complaining how much i dont like them...like how i did during maths lesson...first time ehx?i dread maths...dun be surprise like how i noe u guess will:D i mux change..to enjoy life....but seriously..i nid to get out of this damn hse!!!i cant possibly be locked up right..i jux wan to go out...how much can i enjo if i say i wan to go out n i m not allowed n always being nagged at?and that i have to lie to my parents so i can go out?how much can i enjoy?no way...i may feel happy..but that wont last...i will still feel bad...i shld really change...
NOTE TO SELF: enjoy ur self to the max..every min..every sec..even if its sth bad...enjoy...always look on the bright side of life...see wonders:D
sec sch is past..jc in present...they arent the same...dont compare them...sec sch life cant be back anymore...jc life for u wont change unless u do sth to change it...time management!!that is all u need!!!meet new friends....but never forget ur old friends:D...live ur life to the fullest...every part of ur life is suppose n meant to be enjoyed!!!n u better do!!caz once u step out into the working world..this period of time arent going to happen anymore...till then..it will be a whole different experience:D enjoy every single bit...take note of all the things in ur surrounding...think of their importance....they may seem unimportant...but u cant live w/o them...so arent them important?u will nv noe how impt they are to u untill they are gone..dont let them happen!!!grab on to every 2nd chance u have...haha...ok...its obvious that its all messed up..jux wrote wadeva that came to my mind..thats y they are not rearranged properly...

ops....the post is kinda lengthy...okok!!!fine i noe...its not kinda lengthy...but damn lengthy!!haha...shall post teh pics next time then...haha..till then..cya!!!

i need memories to the PAST
i need key to the FUTURE
but NOW all i nid is your love♥

5:27 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

shall start posting while i m free...but actually...i m not..haha...

hmmm...mon...woke up early....but i couldnt wake up=X so i had to force myself to wake up...for wad?go back sec sch lohx..haha...they had band..so go n see see..had fun joking...but was kinda bored with nth to do la....n i was suppose to go n get the money!!n i forgot!damn it!!!so went to have lunch at dawson n chionged to sch for band=.=boring...then went to print out photos..haha...then went home..its like damn late alr.haha..

tues...early morning go sch for chem..well..practically went to stone!!all thanx to someone:D who taught me the day be4...haha...so i slacked...then after that...went home...haha...weichen zhi yang boss and junhao came my hse....ate..slacked n off to buying stuff for the bbq..haha...then went to stone at the hawker with junhao will e rest stone at bukit marah there...so slack for liek 1 hour=.=!!then went to benita hse...n start bbq..n stuff...n so do wad ppl do at bbq..n went home:D

n tada...today here i am updating my blog....haha...n shall do hw le:D bye

i need memories to the PAST
i need key to the FUTURE
but NOW all i nid is your love♥

1:26 PM

Sunday, June 07, 2009

hey hey hey...i noe my blog is not updated..but wadeva..caz i noe not alot will read it anw..so i guess it doesnt mater...thanx to those who did..well..i guess my posts arent much livelier then last time..haha..but wadeva!!!!

well...this week was boring!!!!mon n tues had hell lots of things...mon had lessons after lessons....tues..morning went spca with benita and pitsoon..haha...there was one husky!!awww~~its cute..too bad i dont have my camera with me:(there was a few super noisy la!!!omg..haha...we thern went to imm for lunch..met up with jie ting...then we decided to go to lesson LATE..haha....3 hours str8 of the same thing..n that u dun have any break in between..ome...boring!!!haha...oh...n someone dunno how when who what where...came up with this excuse to give me cookie=.=..oh well..thanx anw....they made me super fat n thristy can!!!n that person dunno y so dumb...waited for dunno how to n pei-ed me go home..haha..so sweet of that person..thanx alot:D it really made my boring day:D

wed..went sweet's hse...u dont have to noe who..i noe can le...i guess some of u can guess as i cont writing..haha...he was damn evill...early in the morning tell me reach 30 mins earlier..omg..how m i suppose to reach there on time when i woke up e time i was actually suppose to wake up?haha...well..of caz i was late...n i forgot to bring alot alot of things can...i forgot to bring my cutie along...:( n many others more!haha..too long to list..haha..ok...so went to his hse...ate...then he went to do his work will i played with aideen...n used his lappie...ok..i was watching show with aideen...n i laughed like a mad women....caz of the show la...then he stared at me..ehx...i was kind ok..i helped him to shade his homework!!!he is LAZY n wants me help him do..haha...so bad boy!!!before i know it..its dark!!O.O alright..his parents r home..ops!!!haha..but it was sweet of his mum to give me slice of cake..aw...it was nice...caz someone eat till dun wan eat liaox..so nice e cake n he dun wan..haha...but wadeva!!!!

thurs..haha..slacked at home...n went band..thats it man..omg.. i really nid to buck up...n rmb how each otes sounds like..which i apparently cant do so..hahaha..ok...nuan qi joined me!!!haah...we better behaves ourself be4 she is gone:(

fri...super bored at home...wanted to do homework..but no mood..ended up watching shows again!haha..then went to band bbq @ fiona's hse..oh well..quite fun n ya..ok la...not bad...see no one push no one down..boring!!!!mb caz e pool was different..from our pit area..impossible to push anyone down..haha..be4 u get to drag them down, they alr run away..haha..but seriously...the condo is NICE..haha..e alot of pools!!!went to soak my leg with qing ai de..haha..went home while many others got scolded..well..shall not say abt that...caz to me..its not impt anw...but some r quite bothered by it though....but well..hack!!i m used to it alr...picks will be up next time...

sat!watched show AGAIN...haha...n went to grandma hse for the dumpling festival thing...almost slpt!!yawnx....haah...oh well...still not too bad..caz i get to watch my show at night:D yeah!!!

sun..another boring day..well..at least i get some things done..well..its really SOME which is very little la!!!!!!!wadeva...haha...dun care....tml is coming..oh well..not very lookign forward to it..hack!!!so shall write till here....!!bye!~

i need memories to the PAST
i need key to the FUTURE
but NOW all i nid is your love♥

9:37 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009

ops!!! didnt blog for two weeks....no one is to blame..i m too busy to update during sch days:( by the time its weekend, i have clearly FORGOTTEN all the funny lil parts that made my day..haha...

alright then..i will make it short n quick..life as a j1 is not as easy as u think it is...i wonder y do ppl say so?they say as if we have the world in our hands...we would be able to enjoy..but haix..its not easy..for me at least...unable to find much time for fun....PLUS as usu..wasnt allowed to go out anytime of the day...thats the problem when u study in a sch that is SO SO SSO SO far=.=all the precious lil time is actually wasted not anything other thing but TRAVELING!omg...thats makes it worst caz u cant actually plan much like to go out or anything?its impossible....with the timetable ending so os so so late..where else can u go except going home n finish up ur tutorials n hws jux so you can understand better in class...ohwell...shall stop my nonsense...hahaha

well..sch's as usu...so late:( nth much to say though...welll..tues is always sth i look forward to!!!caz there is LOVING HEARTS COURSE!!!!well..was pretty nervous at first...but the course is super fun!!!!the people there are all so loving and so willing to accept new people:Dits so easy to blend with them...haha...n my group presentation is over!!!!yes!!!it over!!!i dont have to present tml!!!all i need to do...IS TO PLAY!!!well..dont think its easy...its more work then u think a mentor actually have...thinking of how to conduct the reflection...its so tough!!its not wad u think that can be prepared...its sth...u have to pick it up during the mentorship...the same materials can be used for two groups...but the reflections u ahve to guide them is is totally different...caz they may play the same game...but they wont have the same reaction right...like they would use different technique...different ideas....well..by this time i think u will be like...wad the heck am i toking abt..haha...ok...jux some reminder for myself...tok abt the process, problems then solutions....guide them by asking them..NOT GIVING THEM SOLUTIONS...

hmmm...sat...23/05...was very free..but its damn enjoyable...hahaa...went to shuyi house for project...spent most of the time DOING NTH!hahaha...then do abit...tok!!caz its like almost time we go?so we gossip!!!omg!!we got like er....quite shocking news...n i shall not mention it here..its not good..since its secrect gossiping..haha....then went for talent time..i swear i was falling aslp!!haha..but they were not bad la...oh oh oh!!!one thing i mux admit!!JAYNE!!!U ROCKS TO CORE!!!wooo!!i love ur singing like 97654274575538290times??she really got the voice to signe that woot!!!!i m proud to have ehr as my friend:D pics r at the bottom!!

hmmm well..nth much for those 2 weeks....well...practically..its liek this is my life???ohohoh..fri was a half day..but wad jj ppl dread of....no sch!!!means make ups on other days..so wads the diff??omg..haix...so had all the make ups during hols...haha...omgomgomg!!!but wadeva...that fri was liek sweating like..idk...went home..wnt np...went mum stall...then rush go do project at 3...100%there wasnt anytime for a break...its rushing here n there n here n there...but wadeva it is...its over!!but kinda enjoyed myself...during project work i mean...we were like lying on the floor to do the project?n ended up eyes fixed on yugioh..ahaha...oh well...went home after that. WITH my pw paper...n *poof* sun i cant find it anymore:D cool right? little can u expect...I NOE MAGIC!!hahah..oh well..wad to do..had to recall all the comments..haha....chionged till 1...*yawnx*...

morning couldnt wake up >.< wad made it worst was that the train was producing this high pitched sound..which made me had a headache whole day:(...lessons from 9.30 to 3 plus..haix...drained!!!!oh...shall upload the pics and go do my pw!!!haix..n econs tutorial 5!!haix!!!!thats alot!!!if not whole class ap marks gone!