Friday, August 22, 2008
suddenly feel like saying this....
I SO LOVE MY ERZI!!!:D:D
DONT ASK ME WHY...hahaha....i m crazy u can say..haha..why???u ask me why????caz prelim is coming!!!next mon!!!hahaha...no la....well.....dont u noe i am crazy!?!?!?ask my table partner n u will understand...hahah...he witnessed my stupid things that i have done...hahah..hehehe....tytyty...
welll....life have been good!!hehehe.....but not so actually....my phone bill msg $23.80!!!!!n i onli sent like 1046????sth like that...haha...caz my student plan ended...haha...so yeah...600 free msg nia...gg!!!haix...so yeah...has to pay for the 400 over msg...haix...nvm...well....w/o shim life is SO SO SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!i swear...nv better....haha...caz i have got mao,ahgong,laogong,mother n many many more!!!haha...how can life not been good??..haha...not that close to kor nowadays...haix...guess shld be a good thing...if not will have a struggle after prelims...lifes gonna change...my beloved kor gonna go..haix...well...thats life...its jux sooner or later...i hate that..haix...gonna miss most of them...definitely...
have been slacking!!!not a good sign ehx??duh!!!!!haha...wads can make it worst???RAIN!!!!!haix...die!!!!will have no mood la...gg!!!i wan slp!!but no!!!cant!!!mux stuy!!!hehehe....
i dunno if i do!!but i hope i do!!!i swear i hope i do!!!i seriously hope i do la!!!!i dont wan to see u like that...i jux wan u to be happy^^<3
Labels: happyhappy;jux cant get enough of u
5:30 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
well...how well can life goes???i wanted to be positive...i want!!!i must!!!now..lifes upside down for the moment...i missed sec 2 life...went so well!!!i wish life's like a computer..i can jux delete the unwanted stuff....i dont have an option,do i??i dont want to..but i have no choice...those voices...asking me to do this do that..i dont wan to!!!i swear i dont wan to...its a burden to me...i thought life was back to the way i wan it to be...but NO!!!!!it turn its course n changed,turning for the worst...haix....i wish i jux wish....like the other one...its up to me to decide...not u...everyone stop pressurising me...i cant breathe...i cant be like me...i cant be myself...i cant love myself....i nid my oxygen...save me plz!!!!
idk if its u or if its jux me...i jux think that i am disturbing u or sth...idk y..but i feel like u r the one who can live w/o me instead..well..i onli can try my best n control myself to stop disturbing u..there is nothing else i can do...i have got enough....
whether i wan o level to come or not i dont know anymore..it makes no difference...forget it...
Labels: set me free...let me fly...
7:46 PM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
life hasnt been good..cant managed to make myself study!!!i am so so so dead!!omg!!!
mux study!!!!!chiang!!u better make me study hor u..!!!!hahaha..blehx...well...life hasnt been good!!!not good at all...plus plus plus i am not a happy girl!!haix...o levels...mux pia!!i dont care!!!girl!!there is no more time...stop thinking there is still tml!!!!stop it!!!!!!arghx!!!!!!!!!!!
hey you!!!yes you!!!plz!!!!!i seriously beg you!!!Jux get out of my life man!!!!!!!stop askign me to do this do that..i swear i am on the verge of breaking down le!!!!STRESS!!!!!thats wad pressurising me!!!!!i dont wan to care all those now!!!they are not important!!!!o level!!!the is e most important thing now!!!or jux get out!!all those things that is makign my life misserable!!!jux get out!!!i am not interested to make it right for now!!!!u wan u make it right...i wont do anything!!!!caz that is not my priority!!!so stop it right now!!!! so **** OFF!!!!!!
hey boy....dun you dare to think that by giving me that present* you can jux not care so much abt me thinking that e present will replace u..but too bad... no matter how much i love your present...which i actually really really do!!!i swear i realy love it alot alot alot alot alot!!!haha...e present can nv!!!i mean NEVER replace you...that is jux for you to noe:D:D ilywas looking through some blogs n i acutally found a quiz whihc i was tagged but i didnt do..ahahso shall be kind n make it up now..heheh...better late then nv..haha...
here it goes...
Q: Name a friend whose name starts with an "S"
A: STEPHANIE!!!!!well..i noe 3 stephanie..but there is one i missed alot alot (x infinity)
Q: 4th person on your missed calls
A: Mother Lam Yue Ning:D
Q: What did the last text msg you receive say?
A: cant really remember..caz i deleted..haha..but it goes sth like "i am ahving tuition soon n it end around 1"
Q: Do you chew on your straws?
A: omg!!Thats my fav!!!
Q: Do you have curly hair?
A: yeah!!!!i dont have striaght hair till i went for reborning:P
Q: What is the next concert you're going to?
A: i dunno...probably a band concert??
Q: Who's the coolest person in your life?
A: hmmm...laoshi:D
Q: What words do you say alot?
A: i wan to shit!!!
Q: What is the last thing you ate?
A: rice n vegetable for lunch :D
Q: What was the last thing you said to someone? And who was it?
A: "i dun wan...i rather it dun end" n its to my waiyu yueting..hha
Q: Do you watch tv?
A: yupyup...
Q: Have you seen the movie donniedarko?
A: i nv heard of such movie..so yeah..nv watch be4
Q: Ever been hunting?
A: hunting!??!?!?nah...we dont nid to hunt in singapore...where got space to hunt??
Q: Is marriage in your future?
A: probably...sometimes i even get the feeling that i wont get married..haha
Q: Who was the last person you said "i love you" and meant it?
A: thats my secret n its meant to be kept secret...:P
Q: What should you be doing right now?
A: i should be studying..hahabut apparently...I AM NOT..haha
Q: Do you have a nickname?
A: duh!!!i have..not say alot...
Q: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A: hmmm...i dunno...nv met it..so yeah.. i will not noe if i nv have one..
Q: Whos the youngest one in the family?
A: ME!!!
Q: Is drug free the way to be?
A: Duh!!
Q: Do you clean up nice?
A: heh?!?!?meaning??rephrase?
Q: Last time you used a skateboard?
A: i wish i do..haha
Q: Where was the last place you slept besides your house?
A: in the classroom...i slp in sch almost everyday...
Q: Ever run out of gas on the road?
A: i dont drive...but i wan to learn driving!!SOON!!
Q: Best movie you've seen in the past 2 week?
A: haven been going out for so so so so long..so how am i suppose to watch movie??if its on the tv then it will be the initial D...
Q: Who do you trust the most?
A: Him n myself
Q: Do you think people who come out with braindead quizzes are crying out for help in a twisted way?
A: no....
Last...
Q: Person you saw?
A: My Maid
Q: Talked to on the phone?
A: Aunt
Q: Hugged?
A: my teddydog
Q: Person you texted?
A: my ckh
Today...
Q: Date?
A: 9 August 2008
Q: plans?
A: study hw n tv
Q: Dislikes about tommorow?
A: nothing
Currently...
Q: Missing someone?
A: Yups
Q: Mood?
A: pissed!!irritated...
True or False?
Im a morning person?
A: kinda
I am a perfectionist?
A: quite?
I am an only child?
A: No
I am currently in my pajamas?
A: Nope
I am online 24/7
A: No...waste electricity onli...n does harm to earth so y be?
I am very shy around the opposite gender
A: if i dunno that person probably?
I can be paranoid
A: duh!!
I currently regret things that i have done
A: YES I DO N I REALLY DO
I enjoy talking on the phone
A: yup!!!i am lazy to type n toking is easier
I have alot to learn
A: Yeah
I have a secret: i think so..if he doesnt noe..then yeah...
5 person to tag: Stephanie, weiling, yueting, zhangwang, whoeva is bored n wants to do..
Labels: nv be replaced...
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