Monday, June 21, 2010
Sucks that I can't use touch to post a post:( well not exactly that I cAn't but jux mux change to html. How troublesome. Zzz. And typing a sentence sudden seems so long. More like one line of words. It jux keeps going to the right. Haha. And I see le feel abit weird. It used to be very fast that one line is ending. It seems ages. Typing three line alr seems something accomplished. Haha. Lol. Oh well. Ok enough of the craps haha. ( still it feels very nice to write four lines) hahaha.
You have left my life. It's hard to get back that feeling of life before we end up was we r now. Sec sch life is really different from jc. Sec sch seems to have more fun then jc:( the people are different. Sec sch friends are more fun. Not like jc. Ppl are so competitive and less fun. Always got conflict somewhere. I wan to go back to sec sch life:( like wad Jayne said no sense of belonging. Yeah. Totally no sense of belonging:( though we said we will be friends. But after wad have happen. Not jux once but dunno how many times. Being friends again, like wad were used to be, it's impossible. We know it very clearly. And it's better for u that we dun talk rght:)? You can live ur happy life without me going back into ur life and mess it up like usu? I won't accidentally end and leave as and when I wan. U get ur peace and happiness. That is the best way out I guess:)
And and and idiotic partner. I MISS YOU:( you left for Melbourne. But the feeling sure isn't the same as last time when we were so close. Talking abt rubbish:( as we grow up, we may not forget the ones who left their footprint behind, but some things still changes. Like how e feeling is when we talk. But no matter wad ip will always be ip:) when we look at the photos and e gifts, the feeling is always the same. Plus it will never fails to put a smile on my face:)
I am like totally in love with the wallet my Ah gong gave me:) alrights. Better make it clear. It's Dominic:) my ah gong. Who is so cute:) he was e mascot of our class during sec 2 camp:) carebear:) hahaha. Lol. Yeah. Ah gong is the best:) glad I m his onli granddaughter:) at least I dun have to share my ah gong with someone else:) haha. Ah gong is love:)
plus plus plus. I've got a new daddy:) hahaha. Lol. How we become so close is a very very funny incident:) really. Idk y. But really funny. Hahaha. It was becaz of the orientation camp. Haha. He was the game ic and I was one of the gamers. Haha. Then he sent us some MSG abt the prep camp game stuff. Haha. Oh I think it's that we r having a meeting in e afternoon before the camp. Haha. So i disiao said. So we r going to have a dinner date after that? I mean all the gamers plus the pc gamers. Haha. Then he realised that they dun have dinner time. Lol. Like after that the pcs are having meeting. Lolx. No dinner. Haha. I bet ts alright for them. That's the power of jj isn't it:) wellknown for it's camps:) but nv Noe wads behind the scene. Haha. Then we chatted everyday after that. Wow!! Damn cool huh!! How he become my daddy is simple. Dun see he like one guy lohx!!! He damn naggy one!! Hahaha. Thanks daddy for everything:):) but cheer up. Wad happen though isn't wad u an but it's kinda expected dun u think so? She is a very firm girl. Well this ain't seems to be e words I shld say. But if I dun say u will be e one suffering. You shld Noe wad u shld do:) give up is the onli way good for u. Though there is another rd that is to perservere, but then from wad I heard abt her, this road will onli lead to u being hurt and injured. Afterall there r still so many girls out thre isn't it? Esp after ur army and when u go university:)
Tuition freak. Bet these two words were left in our memories and they are never heard again? Many things sure happened thru these years. Tuition, a fav place we used to hang out, have now become a place that we all dread. Left there for two yrs. Wonder how's things there. Pretty screwed up though. As of wad I Noe. Haix. Things have become like that. Pretty sad. U could say. I was one of those people who left early. Haha. Wasn't that close to them anymore. But there sure played an important role in my life. Miss them alot for sure:) those memories were the ones that were fresh in my head, still. It's hard to believe such things can actually happen. But miss them alot for sure:(
band. I dunno abt this man. But jjcsb have definitely gave my a different point of view abt such small bands. In qtss I defintely nv though a concert can actually take place. But in jj, a band smaller than qtss, omg it's Miracle! We actually had so many band concerts. And it's possible for such a small band to get silver!!! Definitely the conductor matters. Haha. Now u can see how gg is qtss. I rmb once, I went back to hear the band. The moment I hear it, I Noe it's a bronze band once again. I learnt alot more in jj. N I m glad I joined band in the end. Really:) if not I would nv have the chance to do such things. 2 combined concerts, one camp, 1 JJ concert!! And of caz. Soany outings:) I really admire the jj culture. Wow!! And of caz the conductor and teachers I/c. They made me see it possible if we all put in hard work. Y not? Nothing is impossible! That's wad jj told me. The culture of jj sure is something special, something not even a sec sch have:) I will definitely remember it for life:) glad to be jj:)
shuyi. My babe:) junhao, my best butt. Cindy, my woman. Graceclia, the bimbo. Fangting Benita zhiyang n weichen. Seems big huh! Haha. Well though we ain't very close and many things have happened, we Noe we still have each other at the end of the day:) wad we may become doesn't matter. Wads important is the memories we hold and the path we walked down tgt. Chances of us meeting up after As seems very slim, but at least we cherish the times we have now and enjoy every outing there is for us:) we Noe we will have each others back no matter wad happens:)
after reading this post and the previous post, have u ever wonder y I seldom talk abt my life events? Like many other ppl did? Lol. I jux realised that I lead a pathetic lifeless life:( life definitely is boring. Hols. But I have to stay at home and study:(. Haix so sad:( can't really go out much. Not at least for me. Well I m not that rich to keep going out too. If I have the cash like my woman. I would definitely go out more often:( but the truth is I don't. So no choice stay at home. Haha. Hmmm probably one day I could find nq and Jayne to go out to study:( haha. How boring can life goes:( haha. That's probably the reason y I have nth to update my life abt. Haha. But the events that had taken place is definitely some big events. Stressful. But feels accomplished. Haha. Like er JJ's first concert after dunno how many yrs! And orientation camp. Haha. Those are definitely fun:) nth more coming up. Haha. Oh no! There is one more.... A level!! Few more
onths to freedom! Jyjy:)
Labels: Once in a long while
5:26 PM
