sorry...very long nv post..many things happened...fun sad angry..everything basically anything...very emotional stuff...was damn busy till now was jux able to think of wad to write also....
results wasnt that good..didnt do well..haix...my results!!!!haix...failed eng....ya...so was forced to read newpaper..which apparently i have get used to the habit yet..hehe..so obvious was SCOLDED n SCOLDED almost everyday...for wadeva reasons there r n u can think of...
lets jux track back my hols...2 days of band..thus..unable to accompany the bday boy..so sorry..hahaha...then 2 weeks of lessons.....went for celebration of their bdays...n movie marathon:D:D.....then 3 days of chalet plus 2 days of band..1 day of sch open house...then 1 week band camp..(sorry germ didnt help u with the hamper..so sorry)..3 days of painting..(basically i onli move stuff..)
lazy to elaborate on those stuff...tired..haven get to rest yet..one after another...haven finish packing my stuff..all i wan is a few gd slps..so i can wipe my shelf very carefully...with 100% love care..haha...then my books all in big big box..haha....damn big..not that big...hahaha.....got a new position sure no one can see my com as n when they wan..hehehe....
confused confused...sorry for making u worried sad or jux say what i didnt mean...many things happen between us..but i dunno wad i shld do..serious!!!!pls..i beg u..dun be so selfish can?!?!?!everything is a two way thing...u did many things for me....jux let me do some stuff for u..plz..u noe i care....dun reject my offer?!?!?try not to luhx...
tok to waiyu alot of stuff...how i felt..everything..hope she dun tell him...tell also nvm...thanx waiyu..love u lots..hahaha...leave they two alone!!i dun give a damn...so sorry u cant stand me too...hahha....of my many weird weird thinking..hahahaha...but none was jealous..hehehe...so yeah..the different thinking i had from others shld also be interesting bahx!?!?!??hahaha...hope so...its not a everyday think u can see though...
i dunno y...y am i so different!!jux y!!?!!?!?!?everything didnt happen as i thought it would..arent that the normal stuff that would happen out there!?!??!?!?!?!jux y mine is different?!??!?!but the moves i made arent that bad..jux i dunno wad i really wan...what i really really wan..i am like spoiled for choices....why..cant u jux be faster?!?!?!?mb i wont regret then!?!??!hmmm...haix..i really dunno...all r like damn serious one leix...all r also good ppl..they rock my life...haix...wad to do....no one noes....its jux within me...regret or not!?!??!i tried hard not to be waivered by those little things...but i cant...jux cant...if its u..i guess...u also cant..haix....
haix...cant go out..kinda was like grounded..haix...jux becaz i failed my eng...i noe its impt...i may seem not to do anything abt it now...but... I REALLY CARE!!! who will wan to fail eng...i really got no mood to study RIGHT NOW!!!i really need a break....that means i can go out till how late u also dun care...i really nid those break...if not how can i ever survived to o level..i will break down half way...after exmas onli i have to start thinking abt study study n study..all i am allowed to think of is study study n study...i wish to tok to u abt anything and everything...but its ur behaviour..my understand of ur reaction...stopped me..many times...i jux wan to go out n play..but u cant..everytime i wan to go out also mux lie to u...i dun wan all this...lie..i hate lying..but i cant live w/o it...i cant go out w/o lying to u...u onli noe how terrible u feel..u can voice out..caz there is nth i can do..i wont talk back to u..but i cant voice out...in e end...i will feel worst..instead of feeling better....u dont trust me..forget it...thats all i noe...i have stand ur scoldings n everything...for 15 YEARS!!!i sure can hold for another 6 years at most...n i will..i dont care wad u say now...but i will do what i have to do...i will stand tall...but u better dun take all my credit...N!!!!DUN BEHAVE AS THOUGH U NOE ME VERY WELL...WHICH U DONT EVEN NOE!!!u dont noe me..n u nv will...not in this life:):)yes..i may seem the way u think...everything is accumulated...my craved for freedom..u locked it up..dun let me go...obvious things r the way u seen...U IDIOT!!what i dreamed for..what i wan..i will nv get...nv have i got it!!!n i dun think i will get...say all u wan...complain all u wan...be unhappy abt me..i wont give a damn...no no n no!!!!i will filter it of...my memory is damn bad...so ya..i wont remember this..dun forget i have NO MEMORY!
idiot..my sis getting my url from me!!!dun wan give her...:P:P hehe..sound so bad..hehewho cares
ivansulestio:i swear to u i am gonna cry like hell next year...if u leave..i swear to u..wan bet??hahah...but serious luhx...hard to find another friend like you lerhx..i am always happy with u ard..hahah...whenever i am sad tok to u jux make me forget how i feel..i noe vice versa also luhx..though i didnt told u much abt my stuff...very little indeed...but we still manage to tok so much..not bad ehx?!hahaha..u stupid idiotic happy go lucky loyal love *ahem* partner..hahaha...anw..its not fun to di siao who u like lorhx..NO FUN!!!!!!NOT FAIR!!!!cry!!!bully......haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
DEBBIE TAN
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HAPPY HAPPY ALWAYS QUESTBAND
JJCSB
OBOIST:D
FRENCH HORNER? 2D'O6:D 3A'O7:D 4A'08:D
09S24:D
♥ OBOE:D
♥ FREEDOM:D
♥ OUTINGS
♥ 2D'O6 CHALET:D
♥ MUSIC:D
♥ [NO MUSIC NO LIFE]
♥ CKH & EC rocks on forever
♥ I.P. idiotic partner for life
♥ KOHSHUIYI
♥ LIEUHUIYING
♥ CINDYCHAN
♥ QING AI DE
♥ LAOPA (AS REQUESTED:P)
Facts
Love is something she cant get in her life
So do not blame yourself
So not ask her to trust you
Its not that she dont trust you
But it is because she knows her life
She knows that true love doesnt exist
at such young age yet
She knows there are exceptions
Do not try to con her that this is exceptions
She is smart and have her own thinking:D
She is fine with you putting the blame on her
Cause it wasnt your fault to start with
She is also good in creating troubles for herself
If you do not wan to get involved
STAY AWAY FROM HER
or you will regret
Still,she definitely enjoys her life
She does not let such unimportant thing
disrupt her daily life:D
CHILL!~
Believe it or not
99% true
1% gray area:D
Wants
♥ Oboe
♥ Flute
♥ Glass Grand Piano
♥ Clothes n more Clothes
♥ Shoes n more Shoes
♥ MP3/MP4
♥ Get very good results
♥ More $$ to spend
♥ Food:D
♥ Shopping
